Bring it!!

So I do not normally do quick posts....
I write them, rewrite them , edit them and then MAYBE hit publish.

But today is different.
Today I need to give my soul a breath.
A long deep cleansing breath.

My little man has panic attacks.  I dont know if you have ever had them or held someone through one.  But is is humbling.

He had a bad one this morning.  We prayed through it, we breathed, we held each other and he was ok.

I ran out to the grocery.  Millions of things on my mind.  Filled my buggy in record time and had coupons.  I loves me so coupons.

And ......no wallet.
Yeap!

Pizza got ordered last night and the wallet never make it back in.....hummmm.

OK....no biggy ..
I had some coupons for free stuff and some money makers so I did not leave empty handed.

Headed home....
Got the wallet , picked up little man, who looked and felt much better.

Got on our way back to the grocery....little man starts to get uncomfortable.

This is his new normal as of late.
  Having complete understanding of what he is going through.
We start breathing through our feelings.  Remembering that our brain can play tricks on us and that we are all good.

That is when the cop pulled me over.

And my little man looses it....all over the car.

And why did I get pulled over......

Expired safety inspection tag..................REALLY!!!!

I dont even know what one is or where the heck it is for that matter.

Fortunately hubby was not in  a meeting and was able to get on the cell and talk little man down....while I dealt with the cop.

We did our shopping while chatting with daddy on the phone and all quieted down.

And then the tears.

I am not a crier.  I choked them back...I did not want to give little man any more stress then his little self already had....

I was messing with my keys ......and I saw it...

So, BRING IT!!!  


It is only noon.